A Journey of Transformation: Reflections on the 'Ready, Set, Go... The Green Future'

In November 2024, I had the privilege of representing Ruthless International at the FYEG (Federation of Young European Greens) event, Ready, Set, Go... The Green Future, held in Baku, Azerbaijan. As this inspiring gathering unfolded alongside COP29, I found myself immersed in a space that both challenged and empowered me. My experience extended far beyond learning about climate policy; it became a deeply personal journey of reflection, transformation, and renewed commitment to activism.

One of the most impactful experiences during the event was our visit to Salaam Cinema, a grassroots cultural hub that stands as the only queer-friendly cultural space in Baku. Here, I witnessed firsthand the power of creativity and resilience in the face of oppression. I was absolutely astonished by the artistry and spirit of the residents there, who work tirelessly to provide a safe space and distribute educational and cultural materials for the local queer community.

Meeting members of the collective connected to Salaam, as well as Azerbaijani activists opened my eyes to the bravery required to foster inclusive spaces in such challenging socio-political conditions. Their determination to build safe, expressive environments despite systemic repression deeply moved me. Observing artists as they worked on their creations within this space was a highlight—each brushstroke, word, or movement felt like an act of defiance and hope.

Later that evening, I danced alongside members of the underground queer community—a rare, joyful expression of solidarity and connection. That experience resonated deeply with me, reminding me that at the core of activism lies the shared human desire for love, companionship, safety, and the freedom to be ourselves. Dance became a powerful metaphor for our common humanity, transcending language and politics.

This visit sparked a profound sense of purpose within me. I felt compelled to explore ways to support these activists and artists, searching for funding opportunities that could sustain their invaluable work. Unfortunately, my subsequent research revealed how deeply the repression extended—viable funding options were scarce. Creating a meaningful support project would require innovative thinking and collaboration with organisations in neighbouring countries. Despite these barriers, I remain committed to finding ways to elevate and empower this courageous community.

Engaging with Azerbaijani activists highlighted the complex realities they face, particularly regarding corruption and the suppression of queer-supportive initiatives. Hearing their stories made me reflect on my own context. While activism in my environment carries its own set of challenges, I gained a newfound appreciation for the relative freedoms I have. This contrast underscored the importance of using my position to amplify voices that are more severely marginalised.

The deeper I explored funding possibilities for these activists, the clearer it became that traditional approaches wouldn’t suffice. Navigating the oppressive environment they endure will require unconventional strategies and transnational partnerships. These realisations were both sobering and motivating, reinforcing the need for creative thinking in activism.

While the event was filled with inspiring moments, I faced inner tensions navigating the dynamics of political engagement. Many participants were deeply immersed in politics, and conversations sometimes followed established codes of conduct tied to diplomatic discourse. As someone whose activism is grounded in community and grassroots action, this sometimes felt stifling.

I value directness and emotional honesty in my advocacy work, and I found myself questioning whether political strategies risked compromising the moral clarity that activism requires. During the manifesto writing session, I felt this tension acutely. While I understand the importance of careful language in political documents, I worried that excessive focus on wording sometimes detracted from the practical work that could have been achieved.

Despite these frustrations, I ultimately found common ground with my peers. Beneath our different approaches lay a shared commitment to justice, equity, and climate action. While I still believe activists must remain firm in upholding moral values, this experience taught me valuable lessons in balancing idealism with strategic communication.

Attending COP29 and the FYEG event offered invaluable insights into the complexities of global climate negotiations. Witnessing the entrenched power structures within COP reminded me that meaningful change will only come when bold, passionate voices challenge those systems. Seeing young activists advocating fiercely for climate justice gave me hope—and underscored the urgency of ensuring their voices are amplified.

My experience in Baku also provided me with practical strategies that I plan to integrate into Ruthless International’s work. I gained insights into policymaking, facilitation, mentorship, and collaboration that will enhance our efforts to engage and empower young activists. I now see clearer ways to expand our network, build stronger community initiatives, and offer practical support to marginalized groups.

Perhaps most importantly, my time in Baku reignited my determination to pursue partnerships with grassroots climate and LGBTQIA+ organisations worldwide. While I remain particularly inspired to support communities where queer rights are still a distant dream, I know that these partnerships must be approached with respect, creativity, and humility.

Reflecting on my time at the FYEG event, I am left with both hope and resolve. The resilience I witnessed—whether in artists painting defiantly in Baku or in young voices demanding justice at COP29—serves as a powerful reminder that we must continue to fight for equity, inclusion, and climate justice.

I encourage those reading this reflection to engage with movements that support marginalised communities. Solidarity knows no borders, and our collective strength is found in those moments where we come together — whether through words, activism, or simply by dancing in spaces of joy and defiance.

Our fight is not just for policies or pledges; it is for human lives, dignity, and the right to exist freely. That is a cause worth standing firm for, and one I am determined to continue championing through my work with Ruthless International.